This emotional turmoil I go through with failed relationships, potential relationships, guys leading you on, i am just so sick of it.
I used to have this theory about the AG philosophy, whereby there are genuinely nice guys out there who are not looking out to play games. I’ve been dealing with a guy for a over a week who was potentially in the “AG” pile but i’ve discovered that they all fall in one of the lame categories: desperate but easily gets bored, taken but still leads you on, and just a plain jackass.
Truth is, I don’t think even A himself plays up to be the perfect man that I once thought he was. Yes, for an brief moment i really did think he had it all, handsome, rational, kind, but gradually i have reason to believe otherwise.
Don’t even get me started on 5M40NS. Out of all the guys i’ve ever met, he was a potential, but just as i suspected, his middle name is “boredom”. I don’t mean the he himself was boring, in fact he is one of the most interesting and funny people i know, which is why i initally had feelings for him. The problem is that he gets easily bored, and i can’t cope with a guy who makes me feel that I have to work for his attention 24/7.